FreeJosh4Life

this little bit right here might be completely pointless...every second really does count. I got into some deep things within myself today. really, you can never turn back time and start over or create a new beggining, but i guess stick with your gut, or your heart, or whatever you feel is right, and make a new ending. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lost it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself. This whole time i've been trying to find out who i am...I am simply me. I just forgot where i was. I forgot who was there to help me, or i ignored people that tried to help me because i thought they wouldn't understand, or i was too stubborn or thick headed. <--(pretty sure those mean the same thing) I often say, "man, i wish i could do today over" and now i think that every new day is another chance to change your life. It's another chance to take risks, do things you've always wanted to do. To find happiness, to dream, and make it a reality. Im very thankful for any and all of my friends who have ever helped me through anything. You must be the change you wish to see in the future. You really are in control of yourself and your actions and what you want to do in life. I guess that life ends when you stop dreaming, hope ends when you stop believing, love ends when you stop caring, friendship ends when you stop sharing...it may sound kinda cheesy, but it makes sense. These are just some of my thoughts from throughout the day. so share this with whom ever you consider a friend in your life. someone important to you, i honestly dont care. There are soooo many people i could tag in this and just bring up old memories and talk about with. I would love to get back in touch with all my old friends that i know i have so many good memories with